한나의 기도

사진: Timothy 

                                                                        강영은 

주님 나의 마음을 모두 주님께 토하며 기도합니다 

특별한 사랑을 받는 기쁨과 

특별히 미움을 받는 슬픔 마음을 모두 올려드립니다 

주님 다른 이에게 가지 않고 오직 주님께만 나아갑니다

내 편이 되어줄 남편에게 찾아가 도움을 요청하지 않고, 

내 편이 아닌 원수에게 찾아가 따지지도 않습니다 

주님 조용하지만 울부짖어 소리칩니다 

입 밖으로 내지 않는 소리를 

마음 속에서 터트려 주님께만 들려드립니다 

주님 제 기도를 들어주심을 믿고 감사합니다 

술 취한 여인이라 취급 받기도 했지만, 

주의 종의 말씀을 믿으며 수심을 떨쳐버립니다

주님 오랜 기다림 끝에 기도에 응답하심 감사합니다

무시와 멸시를 당하는 여인이 아닌,

기다림 속에서 기쁨의 열매를 안은 여인이 되었습니다 

주님 입 밖으로 나오지 못했던 기도를 이제는 입을 벌려 큰 소리로 주님을 찬양하게 하심 감사합니다 

기쁨의 열매로만 기뻐하는 것이 아니라 

그 기쁨의 주인되신 주님으로 인해 기뻐 춤을 춥니다

주님 제게 주신 아이를 믿음으로 다시 주님께 드립니다 

제 품에 있던 아이를 주님 품에 드리고

제 마음은 주께서 주신 기쁨의 열매가 가득합니다 

주님 이 아이가 날마다 주님의 음성을 듣고 믿음으로 살길 기도합니다 

겉으로만 자신을 판단하지 않고 하나님께 사랑받는 자의 정체성을 갖길 기도합니다 

신앙의 유산을 이어가는 믿음의 아이되길 기도합니다 

Lord, I pour out all my heart to you.

I lift all joy from getting special love, and all sorrowful hearts from getting a special hated

 

Lord, I don't go to anyone else, I go only to You

Instead of going to my husband who will be on my side and asking for help,

I don't even go to an enemy who is not on my side and ask.

Lord, I cry out quietly.   

Here is a sound that does not come out of my mouth, but in my heart. 

I burst out all to only my Lord. 

Thank you, Lord for hearing my prayers

Although he treated me as a drunken woman,

I believe the word of your servant and shake off my bitterness 

Thank you Lord for answering my prayer after a long wait

I am not a woman who is ignored and despised no longer, 

But I became a woman with the fruit of joy in waiting

Lord, thank you for allowing me to open my mouth to praise the Lord in a loud voice, the prayer that could not come out of my mouth.

Not only rejoice with the fruits of joy

But also, I dance for joy because of the Lord who is the owner of that joy.

Lord, I give this child you gave me back to the Lord by faith
When I give the child that was in my arms to the Lord,
 my heart is full of the joy you have given me
 
Lord, I pray that this child will hear the voice of the Lord every day and live by faith.
I pray that your child has the identity of a person loved by God.
I pray that he will become a child of faith who carries on the legacy of faith.